Dear Mom

Dear Mom,

I miss you.

It’s been 3 years and 5 months since I saw you last. In a way it feels like only yesterday, but in a way it feels like forever. A lot has happened since then.

There are days when I wish so bad that you were here that it hurts. But as weird as it may seem, this time I am thankful you are not here any more.

If you were still here I would have to say goodbye to you too. Like all the others I love. I can’t fathom how much it would break my heart to leave you for 3 years knowing you were still here.

If you were still here you would have gotten to know Alayna and I know that she would love you and Dad… I can’t imagine taking her away from that. Lisa and Henry have done a good job of loving on her and my heart aches knowing they’ll miss a lot of her growing up.

Can you believe we are going to Texas to learn Spanish and then moving to Bolivia? I need you to tell me I’m crazy, I need to hear it to know I’m on the right track.

Mom, I miss you. I miss calling you and being able to talk about everything and anything, I miss sitting at your table and eating your delicious food. I miss our relationship. I miss you.

You have been gone for over 3 years now and it’s going to be 3 years and some before we come back to Canada. That seems like a long time, but knowing that I’ve made it 3 years with out seeing you, I know I will make it 3 years with out seeing my family and friends.

Although this hurts, I know I will be ok. God has a plan and He is carrying me to its completion.

Always your baby.

Until next time,

Eva

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2 thoughts on “Dear Mom

  1. The God of mystery and wonder has called you into his service…that’s so awesome.
    Go with courage my dear friends! What an experience you will have! 🙂

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